Random stuff.

I've got an online friend with whom I'm very close. Unfortunately, school makes it extremely difficult for me to keep in contact with him. This happened with another friend of mine, and we barely ever talk. It sucks. That's one more good thing about graduating and not being swamped with homework.

Anyway, I'm a little bit in love with this friend of mine, and have been for months. I absolutely hate the internet for this reason. He's across the country, in addition to being two and a half years younger than I, and we both have our own lives. But, that's not entirely the point. The point is, he lets people walk all over him, and it annoys the hell out of me.

Recently, he's had several bad relationships. Something goes wrong, and things fall apart. With this new girl, however, he keeps going back to her - despite the fact that they've broken up at least three times now, and she says things to him such as:
"Our relationship failed, like all of your other relationships, because you won't grow up and take things seriously." (Note that this is paraphrased, but I got it straight from the horse's mouth/computer via comments on a journal.)

I just don't understand it. She treats him terribly, from what I can tell and have heard, and yet he still goes back to her. Not only that, but it's limiting the conversations we do manage to have, because she's too worried about him maybe flirting with someone else. Sure, I can understand asking him to not flirt with other people, but getting him to stop talking to them? I don't like it.

Plus, I hate being jealous. That's never fun, either.